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[24 Aug 2005|10:08am]
Schedule:
1-Fashion-Ables
2-English-Nathanson
3-Physiology-Piller
4-Spanish 3-Benner
5-Geometry-Raleigh
6-History-Wade

ne classes?
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i will always be thinking of u [21 Apr 2005|03:39pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Chanelle Lee Villalobes,
you will always be in my heart.I miss you so much.Everyone loves you and wishes you were still with us.We might now see you but you will always remain in our hearts.I will never forget you.you were an amazing friend.My best to be exact.I wish I could have stopped you! I just wish you still with me.I don't know how I am going to live without you.I could tell you anything and u wood always understand.I could always b myself arouund you.You were the only one who knew me inside and out.Sometimes we wood even finish eachothers sentences.we were that close.I love you so much
RIP
I Hope your always watching over me
always,
and forever
hearts;
ashley


these are the words above are what my little sister put on her livejournal to her best friend.

"best friend"i love u so much and will be thinking of u always.u were like my other litle sister and i will never forget u and u will always be in my heart. rip <<333 carly

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[28 Sep 2004|03:13pm]
[ music | my own tears ]

i cant take it nemore...i dont know what to do. everything i say and think and do is wrong. no one understands...i cant turn to neone. my family is so fucked up and im getting caught into it. theres no where to turn.

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[27 Sep 2004|05:28pm]
new icon...yay or nay?
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[08 Sep 2004|08:17pm]
life is so strange sometimes. I am honestly the most confused person. I know im only in high school and i have two more years left but i dont know what i want to do in my life. i always though i knew what i wanted...i just dont know if i have it in me.
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[26 Aug 2004|01:09pm]
[ mood | crying ]

1st-dance-kipnis
2nd-Al1c/G1a-Probst
3rd-European history-white
4th-choir-barroll
5th-spanish-Grigorian
6th-english-Nonhoff-Zieg

wow i hate life rite now and since this is my journal i think i have a rite to say how i feel and not be called gay for doing or for people feeling sorry for me. I have no friends except for one. no one cares whatsoever. im so lonely. im not an outgoing person and its hard for me to adjust and to make new friends for to call people and make plans but do i really have so many faults that no one likes me? im not trying to be poor pitiful me but thats how i feel rite now.

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[23 Aug 2004|08:20pm]
im so sick of being ignored
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Pictures from new york! [20 Aug 2004|05:24pm]
[ mood | smart ]
[ music | malibu's most wanted ]




comment
<3 Carly and Dani

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[01 Aug 2004|10:43pm]
so saturday i leave for ny and i still have hardly seen neone which makes me really sad so if neone wants to get together this week b4 sat comment <3
xoxox
carly
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[23 Jul 2004|05:39pm]
hey im back my trip and i had an awesome time. It was such a memorable vacation haha. Neone miss me? jk. newayz I hope everyone is enjoying being out of summer skool and are continuing to have a good summer. I definatly have to call people caz I have hardly seen neone. So if u wanna make plans comment. xoxo
carly
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[17 Jul 2004|10:48pm]
i love old friendships...i have come to conclusion thats the friendships that last the longest are the old ones. To my oldest friends: Elana, Dani, Cheree( I love u bitch), tashi and everyone else who I cant think of I love u all and our friendship means the world to me.
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[15 Jul 2004|09:53pm]
[ music | Jessica Simpson-Angels ]

wow, summer has gone by so fast and its making me feel so sad! its been a pretty boring summer so far but on monday i am leaving to go on a cruise to mexico and im really excited! ive never been like newhere b4 so this is pretty exciting haha. I really hope I meet some nice people there caz lately ive been feeling kinda down. Im so worried about being a sophmore and having my year be shitty again. I know the saying life is however u make it blah blah blah but I couldnt change nething to make freshman year better. I just wish someone understood how I feel caz no one seems to. I feel like I can hardly trust neone and one person that i do trust wont be there next year and that sux. I wish I were more out going and I could make more friends easily but most people think Im a bitch caz im quiet when u first meet me. I wish people didnt judge other people its so annoying, even though i do it myself sometimes, I have been really thinking and Im not gonna judge neone nemore until i know them. Well thats my venting over livejournal which doesnt really matter caz no one comments newayz, but I really do feel like this is a journal and something where I can write my feelings in, so as long as its here,I guess thats what I will be doing in it. I hope everyone is having a good summer and is having fun. Hopefully when i get bak I will try to post pictures of my trip! xoxox
carly

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[08 Jul 2004|04:52pm]
I got my hair did today! Dani will hopefully post pictures later tonite! Cheree and Dani are here rite now and we are having fun and dani and i are taking pics for gossip_girls since there is a new book coming out! hope everyone is having a good summer. xoxox
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[03 Jul 2004|03:04pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

death is a scary thing...no one should take life for granted.

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[01 Jul 2004|10:53pm]
holy shit...everyone must go see: Spiderman 2
reason # 1) James Franco is so fucking hot
reason # 2) its better than the first
reason # 3) its quite funny especially when the asian lady is singing the spiderman song

Everyone must go see Napolean Dynamite:
reason # 1) Its one of the funniest movies ever
reason # 2) Its one of the funniest movies ever
reason # 3) Gosh! Just go see it already caz its the funniest movie ever ( cheree and dani will get it hahah)
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[28 Jun 2004|04:00pm]
wow...im in such a weird mood rite now...im not sad not happy just blah, i guess inbetween. I was looking at my scrapbook from when i was little and i truly miss it. I especially miss all the people in my life at that time...i had some many friends and family that cared about me, not that no one does now, it just seems like the number gets smaller and smaller through out the years. I know there are people that I can rely on, but some times those few people dont seem like enough.I really miss my great grandpa and especially my godmother. Everytime I look at her picture it makes me want to cry. I loved her so much and I never got to tell her that. As fot current situations,summer is getting shorter by the days and I havent seen hardly neone. I promised to be more outgoing and to call people but it looks like that and a lot of other things are going down the drain. I think my mom is getting sick of me caz I keep on hanging out with her everyday instead of friends. But it makes me think, why dont ppl ever call me and am I the one who is always going to have to make the effort when I hate calling in the first place?
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[26 Jun 2004|09:36am]
yes!!!!! I am so happy: Im going to New York in August! ahh. wow. Im so excited. Summer is getting better by the day!
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[17 Jun 2004|04:16pm]
yeah so summers been kinda boring so far since everyone is in summer skool but a couple of people (ahem cheree who is so unfair haha) but im so happy i didnt go. I cant wait for my cruise and hopefully I am going to Ny. ( everyone pray for that haha) i love the summer and i dont mind being bored because it beats going to skool. Since Im not doing nething, Ive had a lot of time to think and Ive decided im gonna become more involved in skool next year and try to get closer to fullfill by dreams caz no one can make them happen but me. Its going to be a lot harder next year but i will try to prepare myself for the challenge. I hope everyone is having a good summer so far.

xoxox
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[10 Jun 2004|03:20pm]
I yes me who has the worst luck in the world made maestoso!~
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[09 Jun 2004|07:35pm]
Well freshman year for me sucked and im so happy its over! Even though i did go through hard times this year it has made me more tough and that is atleast good. I love everyone who stood by me this year even though times were bad, and to the ones that didnt, it was a good learning experience knowing who ur friends are. To Dani and Cheree: I am so happy both of u came to CHS this year and I dont know what i would without u two! u are truly 2 of the ppl who made this year atleast memorable and im so happy that we got to share what was kinda like the old times. I am so ready for summer and the things it brings. this year summer isnt only gonna bring vacations, being a way from skool, and going to the beach, its going to be a time to reflect on the year and the things that next year is going to bring. Its time to change.

ps: temporary new user pic! yay or nay?
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